It seemed like a long drive to get here, and tbh it never really felt like it was worthwhile. I nearly got to Beachy Head, but I just couldn't bring myself to be bothered. Then I spent ages walking around a shopping centre trying to find a phone cable adaptor, and a toilet cos the castle didn't have one.
< - me before my hair went flat 
<- me looking tired and harrassed
I'm starting to get to the point now where i have things to blog about.
For a start i have a dream diary which i can add to this as i go along.
I only remembered a portion of this morning's dream but though i remembered it clearly enough this morning so I could have written it down, it's now gone. I have to get better at writing it down as soon as I can.
I can feel the ways in which I am being pushed towards my destiny. I fought it before but now I'm allowing myself to be taken there willingly.
So the other day I had the urge to get an eye test. Only the next day did i se a job ad for a driving job that it turns out requires me to have my eyes tested - and to be able to prove that my eyesight is good enough to drive safely. Bearing in mind that I've gone about 2 or 3 years without an eye test then it is odd how i suddenly decided to book a test.
Then today I go out on my e-bike and my glasses fall off and get smashed when a Range Rover ran them over. So I was forced to go to Boots to buy a new pair. When I got there there was a pair on the bottom of the dispaly that had flallen off the hook. It was the style i usually buy too so i tried them on and i could see really well both close and long range - something i''ve nto been able to do with any other glasses i've bought. So I didn'tt accept them right away as obviously the ones I should walk away with - i tried on toihers and none of them allowed me the perfect vision these glasss do. So i bought them.
I was worried that my other glasses might not get me through the medical on Saturday so now I have a pair that almost certainly will get me through the medical, as I won't have my new glasses for a couple of weeks - though i have a prescription to show the doctor.
What's also odd is how i decided to go out on the bike. I was thinking about a drive but then I couldn't decide if i wanted to, and i thought about walking but i didn't want to walk - and then i decided to take the bike out, which is a chore cos i need to repack the pannier - taking things out of my other bags - and getting the bike onto the street isn't easy. If I hadn't though, I wouldn't have broken my glasses and i wouldn't now have this new miracle pair.
